Feeding my Literary Tortoise
Tuesday, July 20th, 2010Above all, my ‘need for slow’ is put to the test when trying to master the art of translating thoughts and ideas into the written word. This makes for fun study time. I cringe at the thought of even writing a cover letter, let alone a 10,000 word dissertation. This is partly because I am a self-confessed speedthinkaholic.
So, what better place to chip away at this problem than through writing blogs on Slow Planet!
As an speedthinker, I had just a few hundred thoughts up my sleeve that I was dying to share on Slow Planet.
Instead, please let me introduce to you a potent theme that has run through them all:
How I Kill my Literary Tortoise:
Stage One: Expectations. “It has to be perfect!”
Stage Two: Limitations. “It has to be done by 10 o clock!”
Stage Three: Obligations. “It has to be brown, square, dull, blegh..”*clicks on facebook*
Result: Overwhelmed Overthinker.
To illustrate, here’s batch of over-thinking, fresh from the oven:
Blog: I have to find that perfect niche! The slow movement is so INTRINSIC to my DEEPEST convictions.. where to even BEGIN! OK.. lets start thinking about it shall we..steady…steady..
With a million intertwined ideas screaming for further investigation, finding one shining beacon worth reflecting on is overwhelming. My mind is RACING with SLOWNESS! - I’ve successfully achieved stage one. Tick!
“But, alas, I must write SOMETHING! “
Deadline: It has to be done by 10 o clock! Smart thinking Elise. That way I’ll be SURE to spew something out there! Fantastic. I’m in stage two. The nasty ‘O’ word (obli-*choke*) has caste its spell on the task at hand and I find myself embracing a world of..
Dullification: Checkmate. It’s an obligation. ‘It has to be done by 10! ‘ ‘I am limited to one topic!’ My mind loves to create obligations and starts thinking up a whole bunch of others to keep the original ones company. Ironically, I end up wondering why writing a blog on slow is proving tedious while a million thoughts race through my head. Blogging becomes that square, brown, dull box. My literary tortoise is sick.
Feeding my Literary Tortoise:
Cutting some slack: Sometimes the best way the take something seriously is to laugh at just how seriously I am taking it. Humour acts as a match maker between serious idealism and creative spontaneity!
Ditching obligations: Not ignoring a deadline. But whenever possible, doing what I feel capable of doing, allowing my engagement in the project at hand to dictate how much time will be appropriate for its completion, rather than a clock on the wall. I sometimes write a list FULL of plans, making sure to include deadlines for them ALL. I then scrap the list and do what feels best. It helps me to see the humour in how tightly time has me wrapped around its little finger. Often, my day becomes more productive.
Just do it: Just do it.
That said, I look forward to looking forward to posting again,
Slowly does it!

